"Some lose all mind and become soul, insane.
some lose all soul and become mind, intellectual.
some lose both and become accepted."
"How odd I can have all this inside me and to you it’s just words."
"When you feel perpetually unmotivated, you start questioning your existence in an unhealthy way; everything becomes a pseudo intellectual question you have no interest in responding whatsoever. This whole process becomes your very skin and it does not merely affect you; it actually defines you. So, you see yourself as a shadowy figure unworthy of developing interest, unworthy of wondering about the world - profoundly unworthy in every sense and deeply absent in your very presence."